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Feb 28 2008

Walking the King’s Road

Ron Tanner, chair of the Writing Department at Loyola College-Maryland, won a grant from the National Parks Service to help Marshallese college students preserve the oral culture of the Marshall Islands. He’s spending the 2008 spring semester (five months) on Majuro to direct this pilot program, called the Marshall Islands Story Project. To get the full story of his personal experiences �on island,� be sure to check the archives to your left.

When I was here in May, I was much more tentative about my interactions with the Marshallese. I felt too self-conscious. I was sweating a lot and I knew only two words of Marshallese. (I know three now.) I even felt self-conscious about saying Iakwe. But, after receiving little or no response to �hiya,� I tried it and was met with enthusiastic returns: �Iakwe!� Young children are inclined to shout a greeting at outsiders, such as, �Good Evening!� or �What up?� They�re practicing. They might also call you �bell�lee,� which is short for �ripalle� (pronounced ree-belly), which means �pale person.�

I was reluctant, too, to try the taxis. I�d heard that 75 cents would take you anywhere. It�s the only form of public transportation. Every other car on the road seems to be a taxi, a small four-door sedan made in Asia. If you�re looking to get somewhere fast, however, a taxi isn�t necessarily the way to go. Taxis are obliged to stop for every rider until the car is full. As a result, traffic on the main road is slow. Also: speed bumps erupt from the two-lane asphalt every fifty yards. Plenty of pedestrians walk the narrow shoulders. And plenty of children and animals dart across without warning. So drivers are cautious, for the most part. They don�t seem to see bicyclists, though, probably because there are so few bikes. Several times I�ve had to steer away from being hit by a car whose driver hasn�t thought to look for a bike.

During my May visit, I decided to see how far I could walk down the main road. Originally it was called Ial an Iroj, �the chief�s road.� The chief owned everything. Even now on Majuro, many households pay a �roof rent� to a chief (irooj) or a landowner (elap). There is a difference between the two but not as great as the difference between these privileged classes and everybody else. Directly across the street from me–the first thing I see when I step to the road�is the sprawling embassy of mainland China. It�s been closed since 1998, when the RMI opened relations with Taiwan. Apparently, Taiwan was willing to invest much more than China. So China gathered up its marbles and went home.

Walk farther west, toward the less inhabited part of this long island�which is actually several islands linked with landfill�and you�ll come to the Tobolar Copra plant. Copra is the processed meat of the coconut. Its by-products�oil, especially�are in more things than you think, everything from cookies to detergent. Tobolar runs a small coconut soap business, for instance. Once the oil has been pressed out of the coconut meat, the leavings are bagged and sold as livestock feed. It�s especially good for dairy cows because of its fat content.

“>making soapCoconut palms were planted as a cash crop during the German occupation in the late nineteenth and early twentieth centuries. Copra farming remains the single largest category of work in the RMI, accounting for 24% of the employment. Interestingly, more women are farming copra than ever before. But copra�s not the mainstay it once was, in part because it�s labor intensive and the market�s volatile. Tobolar no longer ships to the U.S. because Homeland Security restrictions make it too big a hassle. However, Virgin Airlines announced recently that it will start using bio-fuel made from coconut oil, so copra farmers may be in for good times.

banter A young man named Banter gave me a tour of the plant. One of the warehouses contains heaps of raw copra, which a loader dumps into a grinder. Oil is expeller-pressed from the meat, then refined. If your car�s ready for it, you can buy coconut bio-fuel from Tobolar for $4.20 a gallon. The plant is dimly lit, houses a huge, oily rendering machine, and reeks of a sweet nutty aroma. The soles of my shoes were buttery from walking in the smeared renderings, flies swarming near the floor. Most impressive was the mountain of spent copra in a corrugated tin warehouse that was hazy with copra dust. Three men were shoveling the copra into bags for export to Australia for horse feed.

copraThe Marshallese have several origin stories centered on the coconut, the most famous version of which has the first woman giving birth to a coconut named Tobolaar. In that story, the woman plants her child, then watches its growth to see when it will be good to eat. This and other stories teach listeners when and how to eat the coconut.

On slippery-coconutty soles, I continued my walk on the shoulder of the road and soon came to what looked like a small park surrounding a marble tomb. At first I thought this was a Japanese memorial. The Japanese are frequent tourists to the Marshalls, where so many of their WWII dead are buried. Peace Park, farther down the road, is one of their memorials. As it turns out, the tomb I discovered belongs to Amata Kabua, a high chief who served as the republic�s first president from 1978-96. Though he sometimes entertained controversial ideas (such as the proposal to storehouse America�s nuclear waste for $100 million a year), he was instrumental in resisting American exploitation during the Trust Territory days and remained a strong advocate for Marshallese autonomy.

His tomb is on private property, I decided. It�s adjacent to a white, stucco villa that no doubt belongs to the family. But I didn�t see any �no trespassing� signs. In fact, I have yet to see such a sign on Majuro. Still, I tip-toed out of there.

The main road, built as a gift from the Japanese government, has become a problem, I�ve been told. Standing water on the roadway now breeds mosquitoes, which until recently have never appeared in the Marshalls. Though the road was built with excellent drainage, the drains have filled with sand and deteriorating concrete. Some predict that malaria and dengue fever, among other mosquito-borne diseases, will soon plague the island. I myself haven�t seen anything wrong with the road, though, true enough, the drains are filled with sand. How long can water stand in a climate like this?

I left the road for the reef because the tide was out, exposing the oceanside moonscape. During their occupation of the island (1914-45), the Japanese excavated swimming holes on the oceanside reef. The �holes� are about the size of swimming pools and can be found every thirty yards or so for miles. Some are ten feet deep and, unlike the apron of oceanside reef, contain colorful coral, anemones, and fish. I thought it�d be nice to go swimming in one of these but wasn�t sure if, once in, I could get out�unless I wanted to wait for the rising tide and the arrival of sharks.

breadfruitI returned to the road when I got to the Majuro Bridge, which connects the eastern island to the western. At twelve feet above sea level, it�s supposed to be the highest point in the Marshalls (discounting Majuro�s few-story buildings). Actually, the highest land mass is the decommissioned missile silo on Kwajalein. It�s 24 feet tall, a relic of the Nike program in the 1960s. Missiles now fire from Meck in the northern rim of the Kwajalein atoll. Named after Ronald Reagan and located 350 miles northwest of Majuro, the U.S. Army at Kwajalein Atoll (USAKA) test range is attempting to develop Reagan�s Star Wars Defense Initiative at a cost of billions a year. Much has been said about the wisdom of this investment. Most people in the States don�t know the program still exists. The Republic is handsomely compensated for this imposition, though it could be argued that the RMI never had a choice in the matter. There�s some suggestion that now, with a new RMI government in place, the nation may try to rid itself of USAKA. That would cause quite a stir in the U.S. Congress. In any case, the owners of Kwajalein want to return and have started a �Kwajalein Liberation� movement. There�s a lot of back and forth among them, the new RMI government, and the U.S. government, which is insisting that its contract with the recently ousted government still holds.

After an hour of hot walking�past a woman washing laundry in a plastic bucket, a dog barking at two grazing pigs who ignored him with impunity, a rooster chasing a moth, a man napping face down in the ruin of a shack–I was soaked with sweat. For at least a mile, I had been eager for a cold drink but reluctant to step into the grocery stores I passed. Not that I feared any harm; I simply felt too ripalle. To outsiders, the rimajel (the indigenous name of the Marshallese) may seem shy. They�ll nod, smile, or offer a greeting, but generally they�re noncommittal, leaving strangers alone. This makes them appear both polite and aloof. No matter how friendly, they don�t seem particularly eager to be with, much less be like, Americans or other outsiders.

Marshallese grocery stores come in two varieties. The first is a dimly-lit, cavernous cinderblock structure, named �Crazy Price Mart� or �Lucky Discount House,� offering everything from handbags to frozen krill. This is usually overly air-conditioned and warehouse-like, with goods stacked on tables. It could be as nice as a miniature Wal-mart. Often there�s island music drifting from a boombox near the register.

The other kind of store is the �take-out,� a brightly painted plywood shack whose vendor sells soda, SPAM, candy, and cigarettes. None of the prepackaged food is particularly cheap because it comes by boat from the States. Some take-outs grill chicken at lunch time, an aroma that spins my head. Some also have some local specialties, like pickled breadfruit.

fun store Upon entering �Fun Mart,� I nodded my bashful greeting. The cashier and bagboy nodded theirs. Children stared at me. Women avoided looking my way. No doubt I was a sweaty sight. The cashier was about to ring the wrong price on my Martin�s apple juice until the bagboy corrected him. The Marshallese are famous for their honesty– everywhere except in government, some outsiders would say. The usual complaint is that government jobs go to the unqualified. It�s a complicated situation because those who have jobs are compelled by tradition to provide for their relatives. That means that many jobs do indeed go to unqualified people. Also the hierarchical social order, which places chiefs and land-owners first, further complicates social policy and spheres of influence. I�ve heard it said that even some Marshallese pastors have begun to compete with iroojs and elaps for influence and are themselves getting corrupted by the system of gift-giving and privilege.

One thing is clear from what I�ve seen so far: family comes first for the Marshallese. I don�t know that Americans can fully grasp what this means. We are the least familial people on earth. Often we hear of the Europeans–the French, Spanish, and Italians especially–who work thirty-hour weeks, take two month vacations, and spend lots of quality time with their families (over long meals, for instance). Statistics show that they experience less stress, express more satisfaction with their lives, and live longer than Americans. Many of us Americans say we envy that kind of life but none of us does anything about it.� This doesn�t mean that American children love their parents or families any less. But it does mean that they are less inclined to help parents and relatives, particularly when it comes to taking care of them in old age.

As I understand it, to be Marshallese means that–no matter where you are, no matter what you�re doing–if your family calls for help, you come help. If that means leaving your job for a day, or even a week, then you leave your job. Americans leave work only when it�s an emergency and sometimes not even then. Most of us place �professional� concerns before our spouses, our children, our parents, our friends�everything, it seems. When my students here say they have to attend to family, even if it�s just to babysit, I know to let them. In the States, the only acceptable absence from class is the funeral of a family member.

After my apple juice, I returned my sweaty self to the out-of-doors, where the air was smoky from a nearby trash fire. I decided that one is never alone on Majuro. Just when I thought I had a shady path to myself, I had only to look around to find somebody or several somebodies smoking, chatting, or napping. Though not the most crowded island in the nation, it is the most populous: about 25, 000 residents.

Despite the 90% attendance rate at schools, there are a surprising number of children in the streets and alleys during school hours�more boys than girls because the girls still have well defined roles. Traditionally, the boys would be learning to fish or sail. �The population that needs the most help is the boys,� one of the American priests told me. �They don�t know what to do with themselves. Girls�women–have their act together.� Women own the land in this matrilineal nation; they raise the children; they cook the food; and, as a result, they are most in touch with the cultural traditions.

Patriarchal colonizers�the Germans, the Japanese, and the Americans–tried to undermine the central role of Marshallese women. When the Americans took over in 1945, for example, they selected a group of Marshallese men to train as leaders and ignored the women. The Marshallese men were increasingly encouraged to push women aside. In the Nitjella, the RMI parliament, there is only one woman among the 33 senators. So women leaders have been sought influence in other areas, particularly in the Non Governmental Offices, which subsist mostly on grants.

Gender roles in daily life are strictly defined but I don�t know enough yet to enumerate the many distinctions. Some younger women wear jeans, for instance, but I never see them wear shorts. The usual dress for women is a colorfully printed shift that rises only to the calf. Men usually wear trousers, not shorts, though the young men have taken to the shin-length surfer short popular in hip-hop fashion.

Taxi drivers, like everyone in commercial fishing, are universally men. I started taking taxis because I simply can�t walk around for long in this heat. I noticed that every taxi I rode was running on Empty. Gas is going for about $4.00 a gallon. So it�s a wonder that most taxi rides cost only 75�. But you always share the ride, as I said, and the money adds up. Most taxi drivers are working for one of three companies that expect $30 a day for use of their car.

The driver keeps his car always fridge-cold, though in older cars the air-conditioner may not be working. In older cars there�s a colorful towel tacked to the dashboard to keep the ravenous sun from eating the plastic. You�ll notice too that some kind of yellow waxy substance is stuck between the louvers of the vents in the middle of the dash: air freshener. And always there�s Marshallese music tumbling from the radio. One or more riders may be singing along. I will talk about �island music� at another time. For now I can only describe it as a folk-disco church-song hybrid kind of thing.

Having walked about five miles on the main road, I pooped out finally. Had I continued I�d have passed the American Embassy, the Amata Kabua International Airport, Peace Park, and then dead-ended at Laura Beach Park, the least developed part of the island. It didn�t take long to flag down a taxi. The driver was a young man wearing surfer shorts and a black t-shirt. I offered my yokwe to him and his front-seat passenger and her baby. I wanted to apologize for sweating all over everything but words failed me. Shortly, we stopped to pick up another woman and her infant and toddler. I slid over, noticing that I�d left a wet seat for the new passenger, who was too polite to register dismay or disgust. Soon we stopped for an older man. He took the toddler onto his lap. The infant next to me was fidgeting, so his mother let him breast feed. I tried to will myself to stop sweating. I smelled loudly of roasted coconut, I decided.

taxi baby My ride back to the more populated end of Majuro cost me seventy five cents or so I thought when I handed the driver a dollar. He said something in Marshallese. I asked, �More?� Then the woman beside me handed me two quarters. I took them, said �koommool� for �koommool tata,� thank you, thinking that this was my change. Only as the car pulled away did I realize my mistake. The woman had given me what she thought I didn�t have. The ride cost $1.50. But they were too polite to make a point of it. So I had short-changed the driver a buck. Which is a lot on Majuro. As I stood on the white-coral shoulder, I surveyed the heat-rippled distance. Odds were, it�d be a long while before I�d see the driver again. Of one thing I was certain: he would not make an issue of my debt when he saw me the next time.

That was in May. I have yet to take a taxi this time because, as you know, I�ve got a bike. Here�s this week�s big news: all of my students showed up for the story-telling class yesterday–and we started on time. I joked that it was an occasion for celebration. In fact, I got out my camera and took a photo. I�d been bringing it to class for over a week because we owe a snapshot to our Loyola counterparts. Take a look. You can tell that this posse likes to give me a hard time. I love �em.

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Feb 22 2008

Betel Nut

A letter to my Majuro readers:

Iakwe.Welcome to my Marshall Islands blog. As you know, a “blog” is a personal online journal. That’s why there is no link from the official Marshall Islands Story project website (http://mistories.org) to this website. That website is about cultural preservation. This website is about personal experience. I am speaking here not as the director of that project but, instead, as a visitor to a land and a people I hope to understand better.

It’s been brought to my attention that I have gotten some things wrong—about CMI, about the RMI, about the Marshallese, about the ex-pats. Maybe about everything. I am the first to admit that my ignorance is monumental. I know two words of Marshallese: “hello” and “thank you.” It’s embarrassing. But I am here to be educated. Already many people have offered to help me learn. I welcome and greatly appreciate their help.

I am writing this blog, in part, to model for my students the process of learning. I am writing also to show how many Americans think and how they can learn to think differently (see the topic of betel nut below, for example). What I observe the first day on Majuro will be very different from what I observe the tenth day and then the twentieth day and then the thirtieth. In time, as I gain a fuller picture of CMI, of the RMI, and of the Marshallese people, I hope to correct the mistakes I’ve made in my observations. But I have to start with my own ignorance. Otherwise, where is the learning? In other words: if I knew everything I was supposed to know, then I’d be writing an encyclopedia article, not a blog.

So I ask you to be patient and help me where you can. By the time I get to the end of this blog—in July or August—it will sound very different than it does now. In the meantime, I look forward to events that will be surprising, illuminating, and, very likely, humbling (to me). Kommool tata.

 

 

 

laundry Henry read my blog the week I arrived and has decided that I can use his real name: Newton. So the man you’ve known as Henry is actually Netwon. This week Newton’s been distracted with the camp he’s building on Arno, a neighboring atoll my class will visit. This week’s project is the outhouse. So—after much paperwork and running around–he got lumber cut and carefully labeled, loaded it onto a boat (which took five trips in a van), then borrowed one of the carpenters from CMI. I don’t expect to see him for five days. Building anything on an outer island takes a lot of planning. It’s not like you can run down to the hardware store for a box of nails.

Monday, at the start of class, I went looking for my students. Only two had shown up on time. They joked that they should get extra credit. I found three others sitting on the benches in front of the computer lab. Two of them were preparing betel nut for a chew. I’ve heard that 10% of the world’s population enjoys betel nut’s invigorating buzz. Although it’s been prevalent in most of the southern Pacific for a millennia or more, it’s new to the Marshalls. Newton says it first showed up about three years ago.

betel nut The nut looks like a walnut-sized avocado, right down to the pit. You’re supposed to split open the flesh, sprinkle it with a white lime powder (derived from shells or coral). This helps break down the plant as you chew. Next, you wrap the thing in a peppery leaf (from a different kind of betel plant), then you’re ready to pop it into your mouth. Saliva breaks down the plant and releases stimulating “psychoactive alkaloids.”

At first I thought the lime powder was cocaine. This made one of the students laugh. The RMI government is really strict about drugs. There’s no pot here, for example. Still, I was mildly alarmed to see two of my students stoking up on betel nut before class. But what could I say?

I found a fourth student in the computer lab, working on his homework, though I couldn’t tell if it was homework for our class. By the time we returned to the room—fifteen minutes late—only two students were missing. Several had not done their writing assignment and most had not done the reading. So I improvised and clarified and qualified and joked and made sure everybody had a folder for the work and everyone understood the next assignment. We worked in small reading groups. These students continue to impress me with their ability and the fluency of their English. But I’m still trying to figure out how to help them learn better work habits. Patience is the key. It’s early yet.

The centerpiece of the story-telling class is my students’ correspondence with Loyola students. This week I asked my students to tell (in writing) a Marshallese ghost story to their Loyola partners. One student observed that the Loyola students would need an introduction to the tales. Good idea, I said. So that’s what the class is going to do, write an introduction that explains some basics of Marshallese culture so the tales will make more sense.

I wasn’t sure how much of the story telling tradition the Marshallese students would know. They seem to know a lot. This is good news. They’re proud of what they’ve learned from their families and eager to share this. They’ll have a good time when we get into the field.

Here’s what made my day this morning. I was pedaling to work. The road—the only road—was backed-up with traffic. I was breezing along the sandy shoulder. Then, from the rear of a mico-van, a small boy reached out to high-five me. I gently smacked my open hand to his, then he shouted in triumph and waved after me. So it is with the youngsters as I pass. If they’re near enough, they hold out their hands for a smack. If they’re not near enough, they wave and I return the peace sign.

Marshallese children are very sweet because their parents are very affectionate and forgiving. This attitude seems to pervade the culture. Nobody points blame. Everybody gets a second chance, it seems, and then a third and then a fourth. This expectation announces itself among the students—among mine, it is clear. Americans may misperceive this as a sense of entitlement but the attitude is not that simply explained.

The question of why it’s been so difficult to get the grant funds from the government is similarly complicated. The readiest explanations—laziness, corruption, incompetence—just don’t make sense. Every Marshallese who hears of my situation shakes his or her head in dismay. Newton says, “This makes us look bad.” Several Marshallese I’ve spoken with feel that way. But no one offers an explanation for why the situation is this way. When the Historic Preservation Office secretary says they’ve made a phone call to the Ministry of Finance without getting any results, Newton replies, “They know better. You don’t make a phone call. You go down there. You deal with this person to person.”

Maybe that’s the key. Business traditionally was always a face-to-face matter. My guess: the circles of influence that spiral down from chiefs, landowners, and clan-heads still hold sway in many areas. If you’re not there one-on-one to plead your case or see your business through, then your business can be ignored. Still, Newton’s been to the Ministry of Finance three or four times to talk with his cousin, and yet another week has passed without results.

Getting used to my situation, I’ve decided, is like passing through the stages of grief. The first week I was more or less in shock and denial. Now, two weeks in, I’m accommodating myself to a kind of fatalism that allows me to sleep through the night. At bottom, I have no choice in how this thing plays out. The president of CMI said this to me: “Had we told you what would likely happen, you would have misunderstood. Or you wouldn’t have believed us. It’s best that you come here and experience it for yourself.”

I spoke to Jill on the phone finally (via computer). It was a relief to hear her voice. We’ve cobbled together enough finances to stay solvent for a month, thanks to family help, a tax refund, and a check from my college. I’ve been feeling sorry for myself every time I patch together a meal in my room (tonight’s dinner was a salad and a box of cookies). But really it’s a laughable. Jill and I acknowledge that we’re lucky. Too many others under these circumstances would have been ruined in short order. And I’m eating daily when many go hungry. So, yeah, I’ve got four dollars in my pocket, my bank froze my account because it was empty, I’ve got creditors knocking on my door, and the project can’t get off the ground yet. But soon something will happen. And it will be good.

After worrying about the betel nut habit, I did some research. It turns out that betel nut offers the same kick as chewing tobacco. In fact, the similarities are striking, including the ugly things the chew does to the user’s mouth. I recall my Appalachian uncles mouthing “chaw” as they lounged on my grandma’s porch during our Sunday visits to Lenoir, North Carolina. My oldest uncles (my mother had six brothers) worked in the sawmills. Sunday they wore their church suits, were well shaved, and reeked of cologne, their hair flattened with “tonic.” Chewing tobacco, they’d sit on the front porch for hours and stare to the end of the dirt road that led to the wider world.

I was about five at the time. Tobacco plugs, wrapped in colorfully printed cellophane, looked like candy. But I couldn’t fathom putting that damp turd-dark wad of leaf into my mouth. Occasionally, uncle Cliff or uncle Clint or grandpa would wipe at the purplish spittle that had snaked abruptly over his bottom lip. They’d spit into an old tin coffee can, which they passed around. By the day’s end, the can would be half full and the men would stink right tartly of tobacco, their lips stained with its juice.

american chew It’s the same with betel nut. You don’t swallow the rich red spit its chewing creates. Says one Taiwan neurologist, “Betel chewing has been claimed to produce a sense of well-being, euphoria, heightened alertness, sweating, salivation, a hot sensation in the body and increased capacity to work. Betel chewing also leads to habituation, addiction and withdrawal.” Taiwan may be the betel nut capital of the world. Some Taiwanese farmers make their livelihood growing nothing else. It is, in fact, Taiwan’s number two cash crop. As with tobacco, habitual chewing of betel nut causes cancer of the mouth. It is apparently as addictive as tobacco. But, again like tobacco, nowhere in the world is it illegal.

rain barrel It’s been raining off and on this week. As we’re in the midst of the dry season, the showers come and go. One half of the island could be in steaming in sunshine and the other half doused in a torrent. In any season, the rain often comes so fast and hard, you can only surrender to it. I never see anybody run for cover. And I don’t see umbrellas. Why bother?

 

 

 

 

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Feb 15 2008

Sweating in Majuro

Ron Tanner, chair of the Writing Department at Loyola College-Maryland, won a grant from the National Parks Service to help Marshallese college students preserve the oral culture of the Marshall Islands. He’s spending the 2008 spring semester (five months) on Majuro to direct this pilot program, called the Marshall Islands Story Project. To get the full story, be sure to check the archives to your left.

I bought a bicycle because I didn’t want to be at the mercy of the taxis. (I’ll talk about the taxis at another time.) It’s a single speed bike, nothing fancy, what we used to call a “coaster.” I ordered it months ago via email through the Majuro hardware store, whose owner I know. The bike was made in China. But the store had to order it from the U.S. In coming to Majuro, the bike nearly returned to its country of origin. It probably cost $20. to make. By the time it reached me, it was $200. That’s the global marketplace.

Bicycles are a rarity here because they’re expensive. Median annual income for the average family on Majuro (7.5 people) is $14,737. This in a country whose currency is the U.S. dollar and whose food prices are, generally, twice as high as the U.S. A box of cereal on Majuro costs $6.50. Everything comes by boat or plane, don’t forget. Fish and fruit are the only local food. Thirty-five percent of Majuro households report that they don’t have enough to eat. I’m not sure how closely this correlates to the island’s 30+% unemployment. In any case, you don’t see many bicycles.

On my shiny new bike, I’m the quintessential ripalle (pronounced “ree-belly”), a helmeted geekshow. Strong winds make pedaling a chore. When I dismount, I look doused. The seat of my pants is soaked. It’s embarrassing. I said to my students today, “I can’t stop sweating!” Misako, the class jokester, replied, “We see that.”

As I helped the clerk put my bike together yesterday in the un-airconditioned hardware store (a stateside franchise), sweat rained from my face—it was puddling on the floor. The oddest moment I’ve experienced so far was then: the clerk and I wrestling with the bike, I sweating profusely, and, above us, Seals and Croft’s “Summer Breeze” playing through the store’s PA. It seemed to epitomize the nexus of global consumer culture and white/Western privilege.

”view I’m staying in a motel called “The Resort.” It’s more like a Red Roof Inn with a killer view. I have a small fridge in my room and an oldish TV that gets satellite channels from Asia (more on that another time). When I asked for a Do-Not-Disturb sign (so the maid wouldn’t have to clean my room every day), the desk clerk gave me a “Do Not Disturb—I’m Watching ESPN” hang-tag. Apparently, it was all she had.

local banana I’m washing my clothes in the sink and living mostly on fruit and peanut butter and cookies. I start my day with 5 of the local micro-bananas. I love the strange Asian cracker-cookie-biscuit hybrid mysteries at the stores. “Chocolat Wafer-peanut bar” made by Seven-Seven, of Taiwan, boasts this: “Selects only the finest cocoa butter to become ever body’s favorite peanut taste. Each wafer is a masterpiece elegantly flavored. Fashionable in Europe and America it has become today’s most stylish snack food.”

mystery cookie I hang my clothes to dry on my balcony. It takes two days because of the humidity. We’re just seven degrees north of the equator. The equatorial Pacific is considered the most corrosive environment in the world. It’s not just the relentless heat and damp, it’s the salt air. Nothing lasts. Everywhere I look, I see rust. Concrete cracks and crumbles. Plastic splinters. My motel once had reflecting pools on either side of its entrance, but those are empty, having long gone to ruin.

corrosion Those pools would have been filled with salt water. Tap water is a precious commodity. The northernmost Marshalls (800 miles above the equator) are uninhabitable due to insufficient rain. Majuro, which is well south, gets enough rain over the span of an average year, but it must endure the dry months. We’re just now entering those. “The change in season shifts the germs around,” someone told me. “That’s why we got this outbreak of pink eye. It’s gonna get dusty over the next few months.” Everybody keeps a cistern of rain water to supplement the municipal supply. If it’s a bad year, there will be rationing.

The national orchestra rehearses in a building across the street. It seems every time I step out my door, I hear them. This evening I heard the “Hawaii Five-O” theme. It’s mostly a brass band, the legacy of the late Father Hacker, a Jesuit who came to the Marshalls in the 1950s and built pride and unity among the Marshallese by teaching them to play brass instruments. He knew nothing about music but he knew how to teach. From the 1960s through the ‘80s, Marshallese brass bands were renown in the Pacific.

I asked Henry to attend my story-telling class in case the students needed encouragement and reassurance. But Henry’s help wasn’t necessary. My students are funny, earnest, and mischievous. They joke freely with one another. And, thankfully, they joke with me too. In fact, the Marshallese are very humorous people. Just today as I pedaled past a boy, he waved me down as if I were a taxi. Then we shared a laugh.

The class and I started by reading some Aesop’s fables aloud. They laughed when the fox—foiled in his attempts to reach a vine of grapes–said, “Oh, who cares, I’m sure they are sour.” My students said they know people like that. “Isn’t that remarkable?” I asked. “This guy wrote his stories 2500 years ago and yet we understand him—we even laugh with him.” Yeah, pretty cool, they agreed.

Our guiding question this month is Why tell stories? As we read stories aloud, I ask the students to follow along with pencil in hand and circle words they have to guess at. Before discussing the story, we spend a few minutes sharing our guesses. This seems another occasion for joking, as when I tried to draw a picture on the board to illustrate the fox going after the “lofty” grapes. My fox, we decided, looked like a bird.

When discussing the story of the Tortoise and the Hare, they pointed out that the Marshallese have a similar story about a needle fish and a hermit crab. The slow moving hermit crab wins the race. My web-design class consists of the same students as the story-telling class. This makes it easy for me. The primary challenge is to get the students to come to class and do their homework. One student showed up for the first time yesterday. He’s missed 3 weeks. Two others have never shown up. Father Hacker, an old man trying to build his last school when I met in 1993, often complained in jest about how the Marshallese will always tell you what you want to hear and then do exactly as they please. So it is with Marshallese students. You can’t browbeat, punish, or threaten a Marshallese student the way you can an American student. The Marshallese simply won’t respond to that kind of treatment, which is why the Imperial Japanese Army had a hard time with them sixty-some years ago. The Marshallese, when put upon, can make themselves so passive, it becomes a form of emotional violence against those who push for action.

So patience is most important. I was reminded of this when I tried to track down the key to my CMI office, where I’m supposed to store all of our computers, cameras, and tape recorders. First, I’m told there are no key blanks on the island. Apparently they’ve run out. Never mind that Henry showed up with new spare keys to his office, which I’m sharing. Second, I’m told that the Marshallese don’t like to make duplicate keys. As a result, some businesses don’t open if the person with the key is out sick.

I’ve been spending a lot of time walking from one office to the next. People are often out and it’s never clear where they’ve gone. The Americans are no better about this than the Marshallese. It has something to do with island life. I appreciate the need to keep moving in this heat. I tried to hold a dinner for my cultural consultations—about 12 influential Marshallese—but more than half were “off island,” back in the States. So I’ll try again next week.

I expected to feel weird this first week for all the predictable reasons, being away from Jill and other comforts. Little things are telling on me. For example: I was sitting in front of my laptop and talking to somebody at CMI about web design; I mentioned a website of interest and said, “Oh, here let me show you.” I laid my hands on my keyboard, about to Google, but then realized there is no Google–there is no internet. If I want internet, I have to go into another building, then wait five minutes for a connection, then wait five or ten minutes for every page to download, if at all. That kind of thing can wear you down. My laptop doesn’t know what to do; it wants to update, it wants to connect; it keeps beseeching me with error messages.

typical beach in the Marshalls My primary comfort is my Mp3 player. I’m in such a weird headspace right now, I enjoyed listening to “Revolution #9” just a minute ago. It’s a seven-minute soundscape of seeming nonsense, the highlight of which is Yoko Ono saying, “You get naked.” What makes me feel most weird is not my strangeness among the Marshallese but, rather, the strangeness of the Americans and other Westerners who have made Majuro their home. Among the ex-pats there are some interesting and accomplished people, without question. But all of them are on the outside in some significant way. They are people who can live in a motel room for years on end, for example. I myself am no stranger to this kind of life. I was a road musician for 6 years, spending months every year living in motels, mostly in northern Nevada casino towns.

But I don’t share the ex-pats’ indifference or aversion to the madness of American life, with its email obsessions and over-extended work-days. That madness feeds me as nothing else can. Removed from it, I have a gnawing hunger that sometimes feels like panic. To cope, I’m setting small goals for myself every day. Tomorrow I’ll try to get my story-telling class organized. A third of the students still haven’t handed in their homework—due two days ago.

 

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Feb 08 2008

Pink Eye

Ron Tanner, chair of the Writing Department at Loyola College-Maryland, won a grant from the National Parks Service to help Marshallese college students preserve the oral culture of the Marshall Islands. He’s spending the 2008 spring semester (five months) on Majuro to direct this pilot program, called the Marshall Islands Story Project. To get the full story, be sure to check the archives to your left.

approaching Majuro Henry has pink-eye. But, unlike everyone else, he’s not wearing sunglasses to hide it. That’s Henry. The island is out of pink-eye medication and out of antibacterial soap and Handiwipes too. Every other person I meet has pink-eye. They say it’s the viral variety. I’ve never had pink eye of any variety.

garland Henry met me at the Majuro airport. He has a bushy mustache, a dark mocha complexion, and a full head of curly graying hair. He was wearing khaki trousers, an untucked short sleeve shirt, and flip-flops. This could be considered the national costume. “Yukwe,” he said, then placed a garland on my head. “Yukwe” (also spelled “Iakwe” and pronounced “Yuck-way”) means loosely “greetings” and, more specifically, “love to you.”

We met for the first time in May, when I visited Majuro to set up the project. Henry is one of the most fluent speakers and writers of English in the nation. He’s also a reassuring, calming presence. He has the manner of a laid-back uncle. When he looks at you, his gaze seems a mixture of curiosity and understated good humor. In May, as he expressed an earnest desire to help me, I realized I couldn’t do the project without him.

Henry brought along a student to help me carry my baggage. But I surprised myself and traveled light: a medium duffle of clothes, another of equipment, and a shoulder bag of books. I was surprised also that my baggage made it. Last night it was MIA in Honolulu, where I stayed overnight. I had to borrow a t-shirt from my Hono friend, DK. He’s an American, about 37, tall, funny and very calm in the face of foolishness and futility, of which he’s seen a lot. (Those who survive the sometimes maddening quirks of island life must cultivate this kind of calm.) We had dinner at the “International Marketplace,” a tourist food-mall in Waikiki but surprisingly cheap and good. Initially DK offered to take me to the Cheesecake Factory. I politely declined. Franchise food is a treat for DK because he’s lived many years on Majuro, where—until this year–he was dean of the college. Now he’s getting his Ph.D. in education at U. of Hawaii and he’s supposed to return to the college, where the administration thinks he’ll be the next president. “Why would I want to do that?” he exclaimed. “Another white man doing the work that should go to the Marshallese?” He and I had a long talk about the College of the Marshall Islands—run by white, middle class Americans–and its long history of woes, most of them of its own making.

My recent misunderstanding with CMI over the grant is typical of CMI. Just to be clear: I wasn’t angry at CMI for not getting me the money—that’s the Republic’s bureaucratic bullshit and to be expected. No, I was angry at CMI for its lack of communication. Nobody there was talking to anybody about anything. Above all, nobody was telling me what was going on. Today, just a few hours after my landing, I talked with CMI administration face to face. They are very sympathetic but have made clear they can’t help me. I’m not an employee of the college and so the college can’t give me or loan me any money; otherwise, it would risk its fiscal integrity and an embarrassing audit. CMI’s touchy about such things because its last CFO sneaked away with $200,000.

friend on the plane In our meeting today, the CMI provost—a soft-spoken grandmotherly sort–turned to me and asked, “Why did you let yourself get into this predicament?” She meant why did I give $17,000 (it keeps going up) to the project at the risk of my own bankruptcy? The short answer: “I’m an optimist.” What is more, the National Parks Service director I’d been dealing with gave me no indication that there would be a hang-up. Even my contact at Majuro’s Historic Preservation Office seemed to suggest—weeks ago—that the check was imminent. More to the point: had I not advanced the money, the project would have crashed before it got started. We’re now three weeks into classes, after all. The students are doing terrific work. And they’re excited. Already they’re beginning to feel their own power in words and images. That’s worth seventeen grand, isn’t it?

Here’s how one Marshallese student describes Majuro:

You can stand in the middle of the school basketball court and see both the lagoon and ocean. Yup! That’s how thin Majuro is, and thirty miles long. BUT the weather is always beautiful I love how the sun shines everyday, well sometimes it rains, but it doesn’t bother me much because sometimes the island runs short on water. There is only one movie theater, one drycleaner, a bowling alley, four disco clubs, several bars, five hotels (four to two story buildings), several groceries, and lots of mom n pop stores, one main road with one lane going left and the other lane goes right, one hospital, which sometimes runs out of supplies like right now there no more embalming fluid for the dead so the deceased are buried right away.

The provost smiled at me kindly and said, “I’m an optimist too.” Then she added, “What are you going to do if the HPO doesn’t release the check for two months?”

“Then I’m screwed,” I admitted.

Did I mention that my eyes have felt scratchy all day?

I had lunch with Henry at an out-of-the-way Chinese restaurant. I paid, of course, because this is supposed to be covered by the grant. It was cheap. I’m being careful about drinking the water. No ice cubes.

Henry and I are strategizing. Here’s the problem: CMI seems to smother everything it touches. DK, the former dean, had wanted to start a Marshallese Institute, for example. In fact, the Story Project was supposed to be the foundation of that initiative. But after DK’s departure, the Institute died a quick death. CMI has yet to put Marshallese in positions of authority, much less empower students to take on all that must be taken on. “They should call it ‘College in the Marshall Islands,’ not ‘College OF the Marshall Islands,’” DK observed. “There’s nothing of the Marshallese in it.”

Henry himself has been “promoted” nearly off campus. He used to be the school’s guidance counselor. Now CMI administration is sending him on field trips to another island 3 days a week. I don’t know why they did this when he’s supposed to be my partner in this ostensibly very important project. But that’s CMI. Henry’s convinced they’re trying to keep him out of the way. Nobody in administration talks to him anymore. They think him a trouble maker. That is, he’s not afraid to speak his mind. In fact, when he was student counselor at one of the Majuro high schools, he organized a walk-out of faculty to protest for better treatment of teachers. Recently he brought a grievance against the now-former head of CMI’s personnel, which succeeded in forcing the man’s resignation. “That man didn’t care for the Marshallese,” he explained. “He didn’t belong here and I told him so.” Henry’s grievance was well-founded, I have no doubts, because I met the offender last May. (Example: the man offered to drive me to the airport and then forgot all about it, making me nearly miss my plane home. I had to stand on the side of the road and catch a taxi at the last minute.) In short, Henry won’t shuck and jive for the ripalle (“white people”). CMI would fire him if it could, he says, but in the recent elections Henry’s uncle became the Minister of Education.

Henry knows all of the influential people on Majuro, it seems. This weekend he’s going to talk to one of the high princes so that we get permission to visit with the people of the Bikini atoll—the folk on whom the U.S. dropped an atomic bomb. Most of the survivors are living here on Majuro. Henry’s agreed to do the translations for the project and, at the same time, to help our students with translations. I am convinced this guy is brilliant and I’ve made clear to him that I am very grateful for his considerable help. He tells me he has a cousin working in the Ministry of Finance. Maybe he can get the Ministry to release the grant check. The recent election of a reform government has turned every government office upside down. Henry also tells me that me that he’s built a camp for us on Arno, a nearby island, where we’ll visit some story tellers. We’re going to live in huts, he says, and cook over open fires.

Thank you, Henry.

 

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Feb 06 2008

Good-bye

Ron Tanner, chair of the Writing Department at Loyola College-Maryland, won a grant from the National Parks Service to help Marshallese college students preserve the oral culture of the Marshall Islands. He’s spending the 2008 spring semester on Majuro to direct this pilot program, called the Marshall Islands Story Project. To get the full story, be sure to check the archives to your left.

charles village winter Jill took me to the airport this morning. It was rush hour, so she used her special route, driving the deserted streets of West Baltimore. �No traffic here,� she said, �because nobody�s working.� It�s hard to say if these row-house neighborhoods will ever see better days. Some blocks are all but abandoned, the doors and windows of houses boarded over. This is Jill�s route for getting fast to the freeway. She uses it in her commute to D.C., where she�s going to graduate school. One day the police pulled her over in this neighborhood and asked her what she was doing. �Going to school,� she replied. She had woken up late and was looking worse for wear. Four times they asked her where she lives. They thought she�d come for her daily fix. Heroin or crack. Where do you live, ma�am?

ron & jill When I laid my hand on Jill�s knee as she drove, she said, �Don�t. I�m gonna weep. Can you just be bossy instead?� So I told her to be sure to check the dehumidifier in the basement. And clean the spam from my email every other day. And please vacuum once in a while (she hates to vacuum, so it�s one of my jobs). When I laid my hand on her knee again, she reminded me that she had an appointment with her graduate advisor later. �I can�t be bawling about my husband going away for five months,� she explained. �Her husband�s dying of cancer!� �Oh, god, that�s sad,� I said. We both fell silent.

PJ & Frieda The longest Jill and I have been separated has been 6 weeks. And that felt long. Last night, we tried out our computer-phone account last night, she talking into her computer on the second floor, I talking into mine on the third. Her microphone kept cutting out. �I couldn�t do this if I didn�t have the pets,� she said this morning. Two dogs, two cats. As I wake every morning, I hear her talking to them in the kitchen. She sings to the dogs. When I come home every evening, I find her reading on the couch, cats perched on the couch-back, dogs sprawled at her feet. I often tell her it�s time to bathe Frieda, our incredibly odorous Bassett hound. �Why?� Jill responds. �It�s who she is.�

Since Jill�s in grad school full time, she�s not working. She asked me if she should quit for the semester and get a job. She has 27 cents in her checking account. For those of you just joining this story, I advanced the Project about $15,000 (mostly on credit cards) for computers, cameras, tape recorders, and lots of expensive software. I shipped this to Majuro in expectation of being reimbursed soon. But now, a month later, I haven�t seen any grant money. Jill and I are flat broke. It�s kind of scary and kind of funny. I mean, it�s not like we�ll go bankrupt. One way or another we�ll stay afloat until the money thing gets straight. Jill reminded me that our BGE bill, due in 12 days, is at a winter high: $567. So, yesterday I returned some shoes I�d bought for my trip and gave Jill the cash. Then I wrote a check for her that will surely bounce if she has to use it sooner rather than later.

I�ve just heard from Ruth, one of my subs at CMI: she tells me that Henry�my interlocutor/translator/assistant– hasn�t shown himself since the first day of class three weeks ago. I don�t know why she waited so long to reveal this. It seems everybody on Majuro is loathe to say much on email. I get snippets like this: �The students have pink eye. Pink eye out here makes your eyes swell badly. So students wear sunglasses to hide it.� Some students aren�t showing up for class, Ruth tells me. Nobody knows where they are. I�ve heard nothing from my sub in the website-building class. I guess it�s going okay.

Jill got a final laugh this morning because I stepped in dog crap. Our dogs do their business in the back yard. No matter how little there may be and no matter how I strive to avoid it, I step in their crap every other time I walk to the garage. My feet must be dog crap magnets. �There can�t be more than one pile out there right now,� Jill exclaimed, �and yet you managed to find it.� She was kind enough to clean my soiled shoe while I finished packing.

daisies from our garden I�ve never been away from home for half a year. It�s possible I don�t wholly understand how this may affect me and Jill. One of my friends has theorized that couples can sustain their relationship only if they the same bed, where they can steep in each other�s smell. It�s an animal thing, she explains. That�s why she shares a bed with her husband even though his snoring shakes the rafters. If she�s away from their shared bed for any length of time, she begins to feel strange. Or the thought of him begins to seem strange. It occurs to me that Jill and I may be in for considerable strangeness. Yesterday, when we were shopping for groceries (with yet another credit card), Jill got some dried spices, then asked if we needed any basil. �It�ll start coming up in April,� she said casually. She meant that the basil in our garden will sprout then. Jill loves working in the garden. I pictured her tending the flowers and herbs and pausing now and then to gaze at the goldfish that have grown fat in our little backyard pond and then calling to our two dopey dogs sprawled in the sun nearby. February, March, April, May and June without Jill. How am I going to manage that?

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